|0.00|> nothing until he chooses to lose it.<|7.00|><|7.00|> But I'm not going to allow, and you better believe I said allow,<|12.00|><|12.00|> because I can make a difference.<|16.00|><|16.00|> I'm not going to pay, or allow you to pay, one more cent and I'm going to call it where it's at that evil man that uses a beautiful energy to steal from. I shall be happy to defend it face to face. Let's not drag this on, B.J. Read today's. We're going to start talking about soul and what happens to you. Sunday, July 21st, 1996. Confusion and Chaos. As the veil of confusion and chaos seems but to thicken and become ever more opaque, the soul cries out, Ah, but I begin to see, as the physical eyes and physical consciousness of man is shrouded by the overload to his senses, the soul begins to take up the task of sorting that which the consciousness cannot longer hold, and the nest for itself begins to be shored up and sorted out, for the thorns are sticking through the lining as the neglect has allowed, and walls are built of realization that something is wrong.

Mankind is poised on the threshold of having to refocus on the whole and less on himself, as that physical part of his existing experience is enfolded within the mass of confused fragments. Will that ultimate focus simply be a movement into an after-physical dead zone? Will it be a return to a Jesus following? How about Buddha? Or will mankind again look unto himself, his truth in existence, and find realization that God is abundant life? The confrontation of that which is will overflow mankind as the hard times come, as the physical expression and presentation by controllers of physical existence make a massive and final play to gain the world. The soul must be prepared to take up the life banner and sort its journey to its goal, whatever that might be.

In goodness, of course, I would hope and pray that sanity, reality and truth, and a return to goodness, honesty and God, would be that conclusion. At the least, I and mine must work diligently toward that end, mankind will suffer greatly as a whole through such transitions as will surely come. As crops are destroyed, havoc is wreaked upon the masses. Confusion even in politics is fraught with newly organized enforcement factors. Man will be required to float in a sea of inability to gain footing for his soul in need. These choices have to be faced before the fact, not after, for the after is quite dim in memory and ability to reason and realize. Many latch on to a fragment of an idea as presented in word description by one who has experienced and believes he knows the answers to that which, say, comes after. After what?

And will your experience be the same as his? No, it will not be the same for the soul that is individual, for it is the soul that is individual, not physical expression as you experience it. Your passage, if you would call it that, from say the fourth dimension into higher or astral realms will be as different as are your various experiences and expectations. And some of us cannot even count on those lap-overs, for we have a task and mission to achieve in spite of what the sensing perceptions of other entities throw at us, accuse of us, and or blindly bump us, bump against us, in their efforts to acquire for their greedy beings, never mind their souls, which are writhing in their own entrapment of physical push and shove, why do I not succumb to each and every suggestion and I know that you offer? Because I can see further and into that which you cannot. If we do something wrong this day, the piper will be paid dearly for the error later, when the game could have been won, that is, had we not succumbed on that prior opportunity.

Dorma had to face the fact this very morning, when it appears New Age will finally be accepted in this village as at least being tolerable. She knows we are neither traditional shackling religion or New Age anything. Must we always be alone, she petitions. Oh baby, we are not alone. We have the shelter of God in light. What our task is, is to bring the way it is, that man can sort his realizations, not by force, coercion, or fear, but through reality of consciousness in infinite balance, not a wobble here and there as new channels come and go. There is only one truth in God, but a billion ways to reach that truth. And in the meanwhile, each will have to realize his own truth, sort and conclude. When man deliberately lies about anything, but especially about another, he greatly errors, for to live beyond his own guilt he must lie to himself. And therein comes the fantasy of physical expression. We who have a mission as mundane as gaining a foothold on the practical side of physical expression, as to setting forth some method of offering growth and survival through a time of a world moving into chaos, we don't get much glory on this side of that veil, for we shall always have our local distractors and infiltrated However, the masses will see a better way and can build and never even know that they are actually choosing freedom.

Knowing truth is freedom. When, however, you find that you have trusted and come to accept the lie from the lips of others, the pain and insult is so difficult for self-ego to bear, usually again, that the being is often lost to the moment. This is very sad indeed, for experience and lessons are all that truly exist in this non-reality of expression. When you allow self to believe the lie and the liars, you doom self, for truth will not force itself within. We have example upon example here, and the loud objections are interesting when we tell the truth of facts and prove them, while the unsure still cling tenaciously to the lie and liars. Why? Because disappointments are shunned in self-guilt and an inability to say, quote, I was wrong and I am sorry, and forgive self for the errors.

Others moving about in the facts and truth have no reason to forgive or not forgive, for truth is enough. No man knows another's contract. Most people do not know their own. So we bless the givers who stage a play wherein the truth can be seen by the viewers and experiencers who must choose their own realization. The dark energies will cling to the skin. And that allowing one is eaten alive from the inside out, and finally he cannot find his way because the disappointments and self-guilt builds to the point of strangulation. What you readers have to understand is that those who work diligently and honorably for true higher energies are as hard put to sort and realize fact from fiction, as are any. They have an added confusion of having to take a stand and be isolated for their very diligence in their mission. It would be ever so much easier to say, hey, they must be right, so let everybody lose and we'll just go hide somewhere. No, it can't be that way, for that is the way it has come no stance for right, only the easy and selfish way out of confrontation.

If a man is blind, however, and chooses to remain in blindness, for goodness sakes, leave him to his choices. However, you have no need or even right to leave the lies on the table without recourse, no matter who tells you otherwise. Counter every lie until the liars stop their lying. This is, however, the reason you must have physical documentation and witnesses to prove your truth. Let me just make a point here. Dave Williams is here, so I can make this point. To a reader, a friend, I guess, in Kentucky, Kentucky this man called because he had first recognized that the writings were coming from America West for a long time he was in touch with Grant Megan.

Grant is the one who said there are hundreds of suits and so this man began to think about some answers. So what about some of these circumstances? I can tell you what I have been told, I want a response. So he called Grant and was just visiting and Grant said well you should call Leon Ford and Rod Ince. They can tell you all about how it is. This beautiful person was going to make a trek out here with his family and they were going to help with a farm whatever needed to be done. He's not a farmer, he said, but he certainly would come out here. And I don't think any of you would even realize it, but they came. They came a couple of times. And now they were contacted again don't go don't go all right so why shouldn't I go well you talk to those people out there first so I guess he did obviously he did because these were very long conversations so now back to Dave Williams.

When he was on the phone to Rod Enns, Rod says, Are you tape recording this? And the man said, What are you talking about? Well, that's a modus operandi. And Bobby's a very open, when I say simple, I don't mean to insult in any way. He is a very loving, open being. And he said, gosh, I'm sorry. Modus operandi. I don't know what that means. And Rod Ince said, well, it's like this. They, meaning set up a tape recorder and had Dave Williams call George Green and they trapped him into saying some things. That's what I mean.

Pay attention, people. write, lie. Go on, please. I'll repeat a sentence. This is, however, the reason you must have physical documentation and witnesses to prove your truth. We have that proof, so stop your confusion and flopping about. Truth is there for any or all to see, so it becomes the liars who are the focus of ridiculousness, not the truth-bearers as the evolvement comes to pass. This lessens not the hurt or the wish to simply withdraw and cast off the burdens, but burdens are given to those who can carry them, if they be of God.

We shall come to realize that we are ever so much more wondrous and great than we could ever have imagined, and we shall be so pleased and joyful that we have stood the course against all odds. We have no push for notoriety or public acclaim. Ours is a mission of building a new foundation for ability to move mankind forward in some semblance of a balanced reward for service, product for growth, and a counter for the brainwashing factors of the controlled medias. Holly real is not all, will not always be there, readers, for, like Sodom and Gomorrah, it sits upon most unstable ground. Also, like the wars and battles of old, it will be a target of its enemies, and I do not speak of God in perfection, but enemies who would take the world from the holders. It shall all be exactly as it will be. No more, no less.

Isn't it terrible to have to decide which side you're going to be on, the Khazarians or the Bush? Boys? Well, that's about where you are. I'm sorry. That is about where you are. Well, the Russians are all lumped in there amongst them. We're speaking of the Khazars. We're not speaking of God's little Jewish people anywhere on this globe. Anybody who thinks Israel was accidentally just put there on Palestine soil Go listen to Colonel Prouty. He was flying them in and out of there, wasn't he? It was over oil and the port of Haifa, and the controllers, England, France, the United States, and Russia, Oil distribution, of which Mr. Bush is family-controlled, major, major interest. And all of you know about British Petroleum. You've got to wake up. Because when you wake up, it doesn't mean you've got to pick up a gun and go to battle, it means you know now the players. And by playing with or through or within the players, you've got some who are exceptionally against God. You've got others who are just greedy Satanists in their because that's what they are, greedy physical beings.

But you stand a chance of being able to grow up through this greedy bunch. They'll even share a little with you if they don't have to give up too much. And help you a little, makes them look good. This other bunch over here wants your soul. There's never enough. And they never have a friend in their own court. They will stab each other in the back, and therefore they're not to be trusted. So you've got all of these factions now circling, and they're going to start shooting each other. That's just the way it's going to be. They're going to bring down more planes.

They're going to sink more ships. And then eventually there will be the great earth upheavals. What are you going to eat? You're physical beings. Don't tell me, oh, but I am so advanced. Maybe you are, but I want to tell you something. You're going to be all by yourself. Because the rest of you brothers have got to put something in your belly. Because that's what your body has been trained to use. To run. You did not come to inhabit your body, and this I take full exception to the interpretation of Rosemichael's work or Phillips. You did not fragment to come here to express an individuality because you took on this body. You took on the body to express the individuality of soul.

And there is a big honking difference. Yes, you could learn to not eat. But you haven't learned it yet. And your world has not learned it yet. And I'll tell you when the food famine became reality was when they last month plowed under the grain fields in Kansas. You don't have any reserves and now look at what is happening today. In places like Illinois, you cannot have that deluge of water. You are in the middle of your growing season moving toward harvest. What are you going to have to harvest in a field of mud. My God's people, wake up, wake up. It's not who runs the farm, it's my goodness if you don't do something, there will not even be food in this village. And And we tried to bring that which can sustain you best with the least.

If you don't have a lot, you can eat half as much spelt bread. And now from the ridiculous to the sublime, Margie, let me tell you what to do to the three grain bread. Dorma had hockey pucks too and she put twice as much water as you would ordinarily add and it made a difference. It didn't make as big a difference. Change it to four grain bread and make at least half of it good wheat bread flour and then raise your water to at least one and one-half cups. And I think even your one ounce of gluten mix will work. I'll make her run through that tomorrow.

But I know these are problems, and our efforts are not to produce bigger problems for you. And I know that you want the whole grain non-wheat bread, but those who can't eat the wheat are going to have to not eat this bread. Rye has no ability to make itself rise, and when you are mixing buckwheat, rye, and spelt, even though you add gluten, you're unable to give it enough elasticity to rise, and it's going to take a lot more water. Now what you did do was create a new recipe for bricks. Nothing can touch them. They will shed water and withstand earthquakes, It's a new type of ceramic is what it is. Did I hear Jeff say something about Marge inventing? Who said that? I said Marge is an inventor. Oh, okay.

We'll let Jeff off the hook. Just because Jeff does baking. We want point fingers. Marge makes up a lot of things for all of us, and we're grateful. Go on if you dare, Hecker. One thing I do object to. We come over here and we share, and there's not much to laugh at, but we do enjoy. And I have told you I stand really behind this being up here and I say I was smarter than you, I stopped off and you went on down there to that mess. Do you realize that that has come back to me, that this is what you go over there, you brainwashed people that Dorma simply hypnotizes. Why that entity, that personality fragment of her, even said he was so much smarter than you, Pions, that he was smart enough to drop off and you came on down.

Dummies. That was the term used. So if I have ever made you feel like dummies, then I will grubble. Because I cherish every last one of you, even if you make hockey pucks out of my bread. Go on, Mr. Eckert. We have asked and been accepted into the roles of truth-bringers, way-showers, and that is simply also the way it is. Nobody has to follow, nobody has to do anything. We are here to do that which we will in the time allotted us. a time of joy, not necessarily hilarious happiness gleaned for self out of misperceptions of the way we want it to be. Bobby and Sharla from Kentucky have offered me many questions for which all of you need response if you are interested in me and the confusions of our being. There is a PS which reads, quote, God is not fair, God is just.

Mankind perceives what is fair. Be as shrewd as your enemy. Thank you. We are making every effort to do exactly that while again realizing that fair is only a perception and more especially a perception to the one who feels treated unfairly. Like money, it is only important to the extent you do not have it. We know that higher mind, God, whatever you wish to offer as label, is but that which brings justness in opportunity for that which we pray. Quote, Father, thy will be done that I might serve best in highest cause. God knows that which you cannot see from your vantage point.

Heading, Angry Gods. I am interested in that which comes to me that some cannot longer abide my asshole presence, for once I hit the table and said something to the effect that God not only gets angry, he gets furious. Some people use that as a launching point, find us guilty of all sorts of other blunders to which they have no measure for comparison. Those same ones will now join the liars and cheats and proclaim them great, because an unseen angel must not shout, get angry, or behave in any manner different from the self-perceived teachings of the narrow minds who control them. And yes, indeed, they are under full control. These same people will now preach a new theory, that they are God. Mr. Ince, for instance, says you don't need anything, just self. So be it. Does that God you have just proclaimed ever get angry, Rod? How about furious? Does that God self ever call another messenger an asshole? Is that all right for you to lie, cheat, and take, while you disallow another to have even error? It is one thing to be God of self, but if you judge and pronounce lies upon another, you have just appointed yourself as God of them as well.

Leon claims, on the other hand, that he has been enslaved by anyone unless you choose that enslavement. So if you wish to cop out on your own responsibility in order to forgive self, cast off responsible guilt and proceed with the liars, do so. But do not say that God or his troops have enslaved you. If you are your God, then what is the matter with you? You deny every truth brought to you while you cling to the very demons holding you. That is your privilege. And anyone here will meet any physical obligation ever made to you through contract or agreement when that is able to be accomplished. However, you people continue to drain the resources while you blame us for that which you allow your representatives to continue.

And then you choose to listen to the liars and cheats. These same ones, to whom you cling, are your enslavers, not we. And why does it continue? Because you refuse to receive facts and truth while blindly following the clowns, friends, to overflow, and moreover they will cling as parasites to the tree that allows it to insult. Man is as the parasite which blows upon the wind and attaches itself in its searching to that which will sustain its inability to sustain itself. And eventually, as with the oak and the mistletoe, the tree will perish along with the parasitic growth. If you have such direction as to be a misfit within a resource, perhaps you had best consider your own ability to carry a gross overload of clingers because of your allowing unconditionally. You will be strangled, and all the blaming of others will not change an iota of the truth of it.

If you cannot see, perhaps you should check your eyes, not the movie film being run past your bad vision. Do not expect us to wallow in our sorrow and hold you with iron threads while pleading with you to come back. Come back to what? Only truth is here and you may well not be welcomed back unless you change your attitudes. Love is not in question here for you will find love in its rarest and most perfect form, nonjudgmental and absolute, not unconditional, for these people place conditions upon that which draws away from God instead of toward God. If that pleases you not in your unconditional perception, consider your consideration and perception of that which you accuse your appointed target. If you become addicted to the lies and refuse truth, so be it, for no amount of discussion or reason will cause you to see and hear. Each and every individual has opportunity to search, research, and find understanding to every circumstance.

Sitting back, refusing to look at what is offered, balancing possibilities and accepting truth as it comes forth is your problem, not mine. What you think of me is none of my business. have to play silly games with myself to justify my existence. Lessons offered and not learned are usually from a student unwilling to hear or see his lessons. Let us consider the boat as an example. You are on a boat bound for safety in the storm. You then leave the boat for a better deal, which turns out to be sinking in the sea. So now you are floating about in the darkness, searching for something among which to cling, and along comes our slow boat to safety. Ah, but it is full to overflow, so should people jump overboard for your safety? Why? Why should one who stayed the course, repaired the boat-hulls, went without food, make room for you who now says, Oh, I made a mistake just to gain portage.

Should the good guy jump off because he is good or should he hold his place because he planned and made sure of his passage? The point is, should all pay for your errors? Do you have a right to destroy and pull down that which you find annoys you or of that which you feel somehow has slighted you and destroy others' efforts at security? Perhaps it is like a loss of stocks on the market. Until you dump the stock at a loss, have you actually lost anything at all? Is your answer to destroy the entire stock market and all the people in it, to satisfy an idea that you have been wronged? Think about it.

And who has wronged you by causing the proper procedures to be followed under the law of the land. Do those procedures somehow damage you? Why do you have that perception? So why do the liars continue the lies in even greater measure? To prove themselves somehow righteous and necessary and cover their officious and directed wrong input. If you are in the circus, do you simply follow the clowns? Or do you follow the performers of great merit and talent? Do you follow the tightwire walker teacher who teaches you to fall off the wire? Or stay on the wire? If you cannot perceive my meaning in this message, then continue to plug thine ears and thine eyes, and go your way.

Ah, but you claim we have enslaved you? No. What is wrong is that the parasites need to longer feed from your goodness and devour you at all costs for their own usage and too late comes the insight and vision of fact and truth. Heading, spiritual truth. What is reality? What in reality is spiritual truth? Well, The facts are that there is only one. Truth is, God is, Spirit is. Therefore, what do you mean in definition of spiritual truth? It will be whatever you decide it will be. There is a truth which is cosmic, universal, infinite truth.

And you can follow almost any truth and still be cosmic, universal, infinite. If, of course, you have soul, which is infinite, the experience and the involvement will, however, be very different in each instance of perceived truth of choice. You have a truth, for instance, while my truth may well be different. Perhaps it is all decided by the goal we seek to achieve. If you want to be master of the dead zone, fine. I choose to master myself in the alive zone. In that place is the only place I shall find my truth while you float around the places of the dead. Is it wrong that you choose that trip? I have no business stating even one way or another, for wrong is not an optional term here. For your choice is, and my choice is, that which we individually choose. I think that as you interpret that tale of the dead zone, you do disservice to the writer who tries to explain a perception. So it is that you consider that the dead zone entities feed off you, and so they do, but they are not from the dead zone, they are walking around beside you, within you, and around you, feeding off of you, right now, as I write, and you refuse to see or hear.

You feed the dead zone entities, not nearly so much as they feed you exactly that which they want you to eat. While you think you offer unconditional love, you are actually simply feeding the elements who are misfits, even in the dead zone, feeding off your light, your energy, and your very soul. While you protect the very criminal elements in your allowance and moreover you demand for their acceptance, you feed the beast and keep it alive. You are not helping the beast to change or find its own way out of the dead zone. You are simply ensuring yourself a very long stay in that dead zone. Who do you expect to come help you out of the misperceptions? Oh yes, you are filled with misperceptions. Do you expect Satan or God of Light? And just what do you expect God of Light to look like? Do you turn away from truth in favor of Satan because you better recognize the old buzzard better? Do you bow to the siren's call? The liar's shrewd tricks because you accept whatever is told to you and you lose your ability to sort truth from fiction?

That is up to you and your own choices, but do not blame us for your bad eyesight and deafness. However, heed my words, some of you are off onto a new kick in your perception of revelation, etc. You are misinterpreting the message, and this is not helpful to the messenger who lays forth the truth, but the students misrepresent, as is usually the case. You live truth when it is present. Nobody continues to lie, cheat, and steal, and effort to do others in, if they are a living example of that truth in God. You err when you take your misperceptions, live a dastardly style of cheating and lying existence while blaming others for your own errors, and then claim it is God of light's teachings. This is wrong, for you are wrong, correction, this is wrong, for you wrong another, and not just self. Choices for self are yours to do with, as you will, but to damage another by your parasitic assumptions is wrong. By the way, thank you, Mr. Ince, for telling For telling Bobby what you did with the keys, before sending them to Hamilton's in Salt Lake, we all wondered where you kept them.

Or is this misperception? Is this possibly just a bit of misrepresented or misunderstood, or are assholes scanners off a bit? Again, misinterpretation is not just for your use, sir. We can all use such cop-outs of misunderstanding to make a point, even a lie. Yes, indeed, go look in the mirror to find God. However, if God presents you with a lie instead of truth, you had best change your mirror or self. One day Mr. Fort will thank me for saving his assets from you parasites. It is as sure as infinite God. You who use him in his goodness. How long would Leon have his assets, with you leeches sucking his very soul from him? He has, at this time, lost nothing, until he chooses himself to lose it. He should have already gotten back $40,000. It is not in a trust account. It was never in a trust account. George Abbott demanded the first $20,000, for which he endorsed a check, before he went to Italy, within a day at that time. Perhaps if you opened your eyes to facts, you would find that your accused enemy is actually your security. By the way, when Bobby asked about lawsuits against the Eckers, I misspoke when I said possibly one. Grant had told him three times hundreds of suits against Doris Nee-Jay Ecker. No, there was one and it was denied, even a hearing, so there are none, just for your inquiring minds.

In addition, the portions sent out by George Green from his station and from bits of suits, etc., were either all from his own claims and are out of context, and not even validated depositions which he had unlawfully been supplied, at best. Now, who lies? Bobby, you don't have to ask me for truth. The people with whom you spoke have caused the very questions, have told you the truth of it by justice such as the above. There is not even one suit against the Eggers. Only the attorneys, such as Abbott and Horton, keep shoving them into the headings. So how do you get hundreds from none? Two lies, or a thousand lies, does not make truth. And you can check these kinds of lies outright at the courthouses. Now has Bobby somehow lied to me? No. He has been totally accurate in his inquiries and I thank him in humble appreciation for allowing responses to some of the misunderstandings and deliberate lies. He had conversations with these people and now he does what must be done in honesty and integrity, expects an answer from here to individual statements which can be verified outside either's opinion. This is what each must do as you make decisions and choices. The liar will always sooner or later reveal himself through just such exaggeration as that above regarding the lawsuits against Dorison E. J. Ecker. Hundreds and none are quite remarkably different.

Have the Eckers been investigated? Indeed, and passed all investigations which were caused by Mr. Green's Brigade. And I'm sorry to you who don't like the term Green's Brigade, because you choose the Klan, not I. You think you protect and serve Mr. Horn and Jason Brent. They are about to meet truth head on and they may not like your conspiracy that now links them intractably and re... Oh my goodness, re... I thought you'd enjoy that, Decker. Recalcitrantly. Oh.

With you. Want to look it up? Oh, I'm sure it's correct. You keep telling your contacts who you try to distract and cause to not even continue the paper, but what you have done is prove truth as it will unfold. You say that the Eckers are under investigation. Oh, indeed. Who? Who is under investigation?