|0.00|> She abandoned the spirit completely.<|2.00|><|2.00|> Doesn't exist. Dollar, dollar, dollar, dollar.<|5.00|><|5.00|> What you gonna do with this?<|7.00|><|7.00|> What she can do to spirit to you after?<|10.00|><|10.00|> She can leave you.<|12.00|><|12.00|> If you don't feel him, she can leave you.<|15.00|><|15.00|> If you got a dog and you don't feel him, she can go.<|18.00|><|18.00|> She can come some places to go to find food.<|21.00|><|21.00|> Same thing is this? We must feed the spirit. Then, we must keep silence. Silence. Only in silence you can find God. Make a contemplation. Place yourself in hands of God.

Think a big light. Visualize a big light. And this is God. And you put yourself inside there. This is contemplation, the place you put yourself. Contemplation and consecration brings meditation. Meditation, you come to hear nothing. You hear only one sound. That's the cosmic sound. All the waves disappear. The cosmic sound. The theta waves. the theta waves then you see the reality then you see this thing here making tic-tic-tic-tic-tic-tic light then you see different the world as you see it now you see it with the inner eye.

Then you're going to know more than you know now. Without being taught anything. Because they're going to be revealed to you. That's the way it is. That's the way you come in contact with this great Father. Only this way, in silence. Nothing else. You don't need to have anyone beside you. Because everyone has his own destination. You were born alone, didn't you? So, you must work alone. You work for yourself, not for him, not for you. For yourself. Everyone works for himself. Not for all. Everyone has his own destiny. So you go to this way, he goes to this way, what he going to find himself most easier. What going to be revealed to him in his way to do and follow. Medicine is not easy and not for everyone the same. You got your own disease. He got his own disease. He got the other one. Everyone got his own disease. Everyone got his own medicine. So you must go according to your ability. Don't be disappointed because you hear, see, see this thing before you. No. That's the way you have to go.

Because you don't know who you were in your previous life. You don't know what school of wisdom you attained in previous life. That you have to go in a new school now, in a new life. All what you accumulated is going now to be achieved. Nothing be lost. This is the soul. She got a tape inside, the subconscious. Everything you say, everything you do, everything you think, is written inside in this subconscious. And when the life finishes, finish and they take. And it starts a new take. Like you got a tape of songs. The last song is the first. And the first is the last. So you must go, if you wanted to go to see your own self, who, what, when, was, you must go to release this state.

Go deep inside, and release. And you see, and it's coming to you like a TV in front of you. What mistakes you make in that time? What cause you to die? You see all these things. Then, if you see it, go further back. If it is another one, it can be. You can see it, going to release back again. Until you reach the last one, and you hear the sound, gling, no more. So, use all what you learn for your future. Because you must do this now, here, in this life.

After death, you can do nothing. Nothing you can do after that. You have to return back again. In a new school, in a new place. You have to write a new journey. Do you want to meet Terry there? No. Do you want to meet Dharma there? No. Who knows who? Now you got the light. You must use this light.

Now is the time to use this light. Atom is here. His light is here. Everyone keeps his hand up, this light. Why he is invisible? Because you don't have read his vibrations. Read his vibrations and you see it. That time you're going to say, it's true. Don't be like kids, who they don't want to understand. You must understand. You must learn to understand.

You must practice to understand. You must practice to know. Without practicing, you don't do nothing. Never mind you say, God, God, God, day and night. No. You must practice and make the connection. Brand new, beautiful. Right? Everything is installed inside. Night comes, dark. Why is dark? Why is dark? Because it is not connected with the main power. And then you see the whole beauty inside my house. That's the same thing as the body. Make any connection, and all these things gonna shine inside you. And then you see what you are. Your real self, you can be revealed. In this way, that you never experience, we never in your life. You experience only once.

But once you experience, that time is the time when you have it forever. The first experience is it. Then you know how to hold on on this experience. But if you don't know, that's it. You wander. Nothing is impossible. You must want to do it. You must have willpower to do it. Don't hesitate in any way. You sick, you see your sickness is going to disappear slowly.

Don't expect to come just like that, because how many years you make it to accumulate these things here? You must go slowly. But surely, this is the difference. Slowly, but surely, it's going to be done. Like a big tent, where his light comes through and keeps you. And you see what you're going to feel there. Let this light pass through you. Let this light warm all you. Let the other light clean you. That is the important thing. Then you are pure.

Wherever the light of God, the truth, passes, everything purifies. Because you are saved and you don't let this coming in, how you wanted to be. What you wanted to be. She can't do for you. You must ask to come. The sick, you say, where is the doctor? I am going there. So, you must ask. To ask, that didi said, knock and you'll be answered. Now, what he meant this way? Ask and you'll be given. Let's see now, how you can knock a door from the other side of the road. Can you knock a door? You must come close to the door. Trust.

And then, he open and answer you, what you want? This will be given to you because you earn it. You earn it. You run the journey to come to his door. Now he opens for you. He can't see you knocking from the other side there. Hey, guard, open the door! No! You must go there. You see? You must go there, close to the door, the God's door.

In His step, bend down, and in your knees, and say, I ask you to be in me, your light to light me. Not Jesus Christ! Not Jesus Christ! This cannot come to you. You have two feet. Can you put these two feet in one shoe? Can you? No. You got one throne. And in this throne is God, the Christ. How can be another thing inside there. Only you. So this is the way you ask inside here. And then you see, you experience the union with God.

You will see Him face to face. You can hear Him talking to you, and you talk to him, like a kid talks to the father. Don't think that this is impossible. It is reality. Because you are inherited of this privilege. You can avoid this thing, if you want to reach his door. You must use your privilege. This way, you meditate. Now, you got diseases on you. You have to learn to breathe.

The breath of life. How we breathe? They teach, breathe with the chest. No, it is not the chest. The natural breathing is what? Belly breathing. Did you see the baby? By his belly. Did you teach him to breathe? No. He breathed naturally. You breathe your tongue, and you go to bed, and you sleep, and you wake up, you are fresh. Why? Because you do involuntary breathing. The real breathing, the natural breathing.

But you go and gain the nature, you don't receive anything inside you. You receive five, you give five. What's left? But you go with the nature, you receive and accumulate inside you. So this way you build the power. You can give if you don't have. You can spend if you don't have. You must have first to spend. And to have, you must work. You see how there is chain all one to the other. It's not just she says that, she says that, no, it's a chain, one to the other, connected. to accumulate energy. And then you learn this energy to distribute it. Whoever, you got liver, you put them to the liver, to go.

I had broken pelvis, one and a half inch. The car passed over me. Cut my pelvis in two pieces. George's Memorial Hospital in Brampton, Ontario. My record is there. Doctor says, no walk again. You never walk again. Listen, I say, you talk, you say that. I don't say it. This is the way, he says. We got lot of people walking in the wheelchairs, because this cannot be joined. Or you gonna walk with a stick, you say. In 30 days I say, not only I gonna walk, I gonna work. You have dream, he says. You see who is dreaming. And in thirty days, they come in, and I was beside the door. They say, look at my bed.

Where is it? Right here, I say. Now, who dreams? You know why I say? Because you see the bone. I make it. They put me in x-ray. They open their eyes, they open their mouth, they say, what's going on? Where is this? This breaking? This crack? One and a half inch, where is it? I say? I don't let you to go inside there to make an operation, stick bones in one of these, and the stilts and this and that. No. I go with Him who creates me. He got the power. And I go through His power. And I make like a welding.

Welding. You see, you know welding? Don't be second. Believe. Be stone, ground, immovable from your decision. Only then you're going to see it. Otherwise, you'll be lost. You breathe. You see what you breathe first. Do you know what you breathe? Do you know what you breathe? Oxygen. If you leave, my dear, in oxygen, you're going to die. You see how the divine mind makes things not understandable. Everybody says, we breathe oxygen. No. You don't breathe oxygen. You breathe part of the oxygen.

Did you ever get a hose and go in the light of the sun, and make it like that, tick, tick, tick, tick, you see colors. Reflection of colors. Why you don't see them before? And you see through the light, because they reflect through the light, and through the world. So, this is the reality that you can see. This is the negative you see, and you didn't see the reality, because you don't see it. I tell you this example, you do it, and you see the light going in colors inside there. Now, what is this that goes through you? What is this that goes through you?

Pardon me? The light? The light, yes. What else? Cake. Eh? Cake. No, banana. It's the cosmic dust. Why you got temperature? Certain temperature. If you make a rock, two Rob two stones, you're going to have heat? That's it. That the cosmic dust is the one that robs through the oxygen and through the light and comes through you. And gives you life. That's what it is. So, you visualize this thing in front of you, and you breathe it. Women is different than men.

That's for sure. Different is the practice of men, different is the practice of women. The woman takes a cup of this dust. And as you drink water, you visualize that you drink this cup of dust, cosmic dust, with light. Visualize this as it comes inside you, spread inside you. He comes like pink dusk, like red dusk, because he is heated inside. So, doing this many times, and tell us to go there. And there you see the spark. as you sip water from the glass, so slowly. Because if you breathe fast, you can't let the energy stop and go through.

The mouth must not penetrate every organ of your body. No. And there you expand. What is this expansion? One doctor said to me, listen man, here is it, the lines is it. The expansion of the cosmic energy. The invisible. That comes there. You're going to feel... I tell you, you must do it at least 2 months, accumulation. You can't do that immediately. You put your hand there after, you're going to feel hot. Start extracting the energy from inside. Then you know you do it right. When you feel the heat, you're going to say, this is right. If you don't feel anything, you have to make a small universe.

The small universe is this. You breathe, you put down the blue light up to here. You make a spark here. Then become red. And you go to the coating in the back. And then you breathe again, and you become blue again. And you become here, to the rainbow, and spark again. And then come again there, and he come out. So when this current of life be achieved, this never stop. You gonna breathe, and you think, you visualize this thing inside you going through, day and night.

Then never leave you. This you have to practice at least six months. Then you have to make the small universe. The small universe, you breathe inside, you go to the point here, and then you go to the cortex again. And from there you go to the genitals. As blue. The genitals spark. They call them the root chakra. Sparks. That make in your mind to disturb, to disturb this light, wherever you want.

You got arthritis, set them there. You got constipation? Set them there. You got heart? Set them there. Whatever you got ailment? Set them there. And he's going to do the work. You don't need any doctor. You are the doctor. You got all the elements, all the tools inside you. This machine is made perfection that cannot achieve by any mind. Any mind! They can make a rocket, they can make this, they can make that. And must accept this as a truth. And don't listen what these big-mouthed heads they say. He asked, is it flat? And everyone says, yes sir! Why? Because it has a name! And comes a small man, Galileo. No man, it is not flat.

It is round. And it is not the sun revolts around the earth. It is the earth that goes around the sun. And the Church of Catholics, they condemn him to sign and confess that he does wrong. Who is right? Who is wrong? The poor men, Galileo's, with wisdom. What I told you before. The truth is not revealed to the profane. But the humble, who know, and enlightened ones. The truth is like a gold. Any amount you put in the gold, you can't hide him. When the water of truth pass over, the gold gonna shine again in soul, he's cleared. Because it's gold. You can't hide. Hided only by the lie. The lie they put inside in the truth. To hide the truth. Truth is not hiding, no way. So much hide the truth. It takes time. But it's going to be revealed.

Because the water of truth gonna pass and gonna reveal. And everyone gonna be part of this. Because everyone who learn these truths is not for him. He's not given to him to give to everyone. Everyone must partake of these truths and practice these truths and achieve the results of these truths. and he hold them, they stagnate, and he gonna be sick, and he gonna die. But if he give them out, he's given and he give them. And you get more wisdom, more knowledge, from where you don't know where it's come. It's come to you by invisible minds. I sleep and I be taught. I don't sleep. I am in a way like dozing. And I hear speaking on me. Things that I couldn't even imagine. That is the light. That the That's the way God works, that's the way God reveals, that's the way His secret is going to be exposed. You hear that too. You're going to hear these things. You're going to get these knowledges. And you're going to say, where come those things? I did read these things.

There is not any book to read these things. Where did they come from? You see? It comes from the cosmic mind. Because you made reunion with this. And you become one with this. What the God mind thinks, you think too. And what you think, you go through the God mind too. And everything is true. Your God-mind is going to be practiced, then be done. So, this is not difficult. Do you see any difficulty in this? Persistence. Nobody be perfect. Because we lost the perfection. For thousands of years in superstition.

For thousands of years in a lie. For thousands of years in medicine. For thousands of years in science. Everything wrong. Everything wrong. Why? Because the negative works through them. And they are profane. And people, they listen to the profane. Do you know what he said? Jesus opened his hands in the cross to show his love for you. What the other criminal there, he comes, he opens his hands for you? He got open hands too. Why the one goes for love and the other one don't?

No. It's not that. Everything they see, they grab. And they use it. You gonna be born again. He didn't say, you be born again Christian. You be born again. When the inside light covers all the outside, then you're born again, new. Perfect, as Father is making you, the Creator. They grab this thing, and they make them newborn Christians.

Give me $200 and you'll be caught. See? How easy. You are with Jesus now. Don't worry. Other thing is Christianity, another thing is Christity. That is the mistake. Christity means the Christ lies in you. Christianity means following Him, the person. When you follow the person, you make a cross of all three. And you make an idol of Him. And you make an idol of all three. from that time, old time, when they worshiped the twelve gods, in idols, to this time, today, when they worship again the same idols. It doesn't matter the name, it's an idol. Don't worship me, but him who sent me.

Do you know what these words mean? Do you know how deep these words mean? Don't worship me. I am you, like you, man. What I done, she done, not me. But we... No, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus! Wherever you go, Jesus. No, man. It's not that way. He can do nothing for you. He done for himself.

He saw the way. You follow it. He can't do anymore. You must follow his teachings. The Book of Life is inside you, written by the Word of God. Read this book, learn this book, practice this book, and then you become master of this book. And you are master of yourself. But, you see yourself what's gonna do. Yourself is like wild animal, like wild horse. Can you tame wild horse? Can you ride a wild horse? No.

You go up, he gonna throw you down. That is your worst enemy, you gonna meet, yourself. And then you have to be closet, inside in a closet, you and him. And you fight him. And you conquer him. And then what you going to be? Your best friend. Yourself. Your best advisor. Your best teacher. Like a horse, when be tame, you can take him and he take you wherever you want. You see big difference?

Where is the difference? Here. We must change this way. We must master this animal that goes inside here, the ego. If we don't, we perish. It is more easier for men to conquer all the world, instead to conquer himself. It's very, very, very, very difficult. You see, you smoke. No, I can't do it. You drink. No, I can't do it. I go to women. No, I can't do it. I can't stop. Why? Why? You put yourself under this bat. And you have this bat have power on you, to control you. You put this glass above you. I can't quit. I have to have it. Why? Because it controls you. This is the negative, how it works against you. This is the negative, how it works against this temple of God.

You can attain the high perfection. You see? But the way it is, must know and learn the truth and accept the truth. Must accept the truth is one. We must purify this path. If you want somebody, some high person to come to your home, what are you going to do? You clean up your house? Right? Now, when you expect God to come to you, what are you going to do?